I think it felt easy because it was so strong. That sort of thing, part of the trick is that it makes you think it IS normal, that that's how it's supposed to be. But you can't just say it's not my fault and blame yourself, because if anyone would know how to fight that sort of thing it should have been me. It wasn't the same, but I had similar things happen before, back in my world.
Stuff like that doesn't stop it from hurting though. It just makes it a little bit easier to ignore. But it's still always there. No matter how long it's been.
I promised that this time I'd try not to do that. That I'd let myself be sad. I know you talked about having a trip you need to do, but maybe after that you could try too.
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Stuff like that doesn't stop it from hurting though. It just makes it a little bit easier to ignore. But it's still always there. No matter how long it's been.
I promised that this time I'd try not to do that. That I'd let myself be sad. I know you talked about having a trip you need to do, but maybe after that you could try too.