He would be the first to tell her that it didn't exactly feel great--like his veins were being filled with fire as the spear went through him as if he'd been made out of soft clay instead of the durable ...whatever the hell the monster he was turning into these days was.

im thankful for your immortality every time i even consider it tbh
esp bc you once told me you dont usually have powers like that right

im... okay
ill sheepishly admit it isnt the first time ive died
back during the fae games i got hit with a pretty... big rock that would have ended anyone's life and that's when i learned that i uh
when i die i can 'deny' it
i go to this weird place of nothing but shadow and i can resurrect myself after a few moments.
doesnt feel good
im exhausted and i really dont think i could fight now if i tried
but ill be ok
i have allies keeping an eye on me

im just worried about you and a few of my other friends
the order has called off its subtle hints
theyre looking to wipe us out for real this time